I wish I can stop freaking out whenever I have to do my college assignments, I wish my chest wouldn’t tighten every time I think about graduation. I wish my mother didn’t ignore my cutting as a phase, I wish my friends would believe me when I say I’m not as strong as I look. I hope my boyfriend would leave me because he deserves someone without crippling anxiety or depression. I wish my best friend stop trying to make me laugh and start hearing me out. And most of all, I wish I stopped moping around and just face that life is cruel but it can be beautiful if I just see the bright side for once.
Don’t worry you are not alone:) That was me as well a year ago. But I had slowing learnt to love myself and appreciate the things around me. I could do it, you could as well xoxo
I’m going through the same phase right now friend. I just want to tell you to take care of yourselves. Because I know it isn’t easy. Just keep in mind that you are not alone. I hope you get through this soon. Take good care of yourself:)